- Emotion:
accomplished
Our son has a very normal name. Zachary Christopher. I don't want his sister to have a name that is too much more exotic sounding than his, but I want it to be outside the top 50 names if possible. (very common last name)

*edit* ah no one likes my names! I guess they are weird... but like I said not top 50!!
- Emotion:
calm
This monday the moon was full and Flo didnt show..... tuesday no So today I give in and take the test. And before a minute is up its obvious. As Juno put it " that little plus sign is so unholy".
So Im preggers found out at my lunch break today. *sigh* Now what? Well I guess its time to accept that I have another baby coming my way. And my little Zach will have a sibling/playmate. Bobby simply said "I knew it, I just had the feeling it was time for another" Men! How can his intuition be so on and not mine? ugh. Time to get healthy- no more coffee breaks for me!!
- Emotion:
anxious
"If a person is trying to convince me that the Bible condemns Witchcraft, I'll share the following information: Most Christians quote the following infamous scripture that appears to support their belief that the Bible condemns witches. "Thou shalt not suffer a Witch to live" (Exodus 22:18). Obviously, in the original Hebrew language this word did not mean 'witch'. It actually referred to someone who used poisonous herbs to harm others. In Greek, this same word is translated as 'pharmacopeia'- someone who cast curses, and provided people with poisonous herbs to harm others. Today, we might call that person a drug dealer, and a more accurate modern translation might read 'Thou shalt not suffer a drug dealer to live'. The passage was NOT intended to condemn people who used herbs and magic to help others. So, unless someone is dealing in poisonous herbs or drugs with the intent to cause harm, this scripture really does not apply! "
~Kardia INNER CIRCLE NEWSLETTER - 08/16/08 www.wicca.com
- Emotion:
cranky
Having great sex is supposed to be always a good thing.... until you realize that you're about to ovulate and the last few romps were unprotected. I checked every ovulation calculator I could find and they all point to these last few days.... so I break it to my hubby. "Honey as it turns out I'm fertile right now....... and if we are preggo then we'll have a taurean ox." Silence followed by my husbands remark: "Hitler was a taurean ox"
Oh shit.
Well lets hope its a girl then....
another 2 wks till we can find out if the eggo is preggo or not.- and I'm already feeling nauseated.
- Place:home
- Emotion:
nauseated
The Tomato Festival is scheduled every year for Labor Day weekend... kind of a mid harvest celebration full of prize wining tomatoes pumpkins and other veggies... If this close minded christian community had any idea the roots of these little festivals theyd flip....
- Emotion:
creative
I can't help but answer this. The new Taco Bell commercial for the Queso Crunchwrap Supreme. This guy is on an elevator and has a fresh QCS and he's about to take a bite when the guy on his left asks him about it. Suddenly you hear a crunch and the camera pans to the guy on the right and he's got a mouth full and theres a bite missing from the QCS and the first guy says "are you gonna finish that?" Cracked me up.
- Emotion:
bored
- Emotion:
bored
My answer to the Dispatch's Hot Issue of the day.
http://www.dispatch.com/live/content/loc
- Emotion:
contemplative
(Subject line quoted from: Aladdin)
His destructive programming is taking effect. He will be irresistibly drawn to large cities, where he will back up sewers, reverse street signs, and steal everyone's left shoe. (Lilo & Stitch)
when will my mind cease the raving
when will I find peace in my soul
when will I finally feel calm and warm
when will I be given what I have been searching for
how many days of feeling like something has been lost
how many days of fleeting thoughts
how many nights of restless sleep
how many nights of dreams that creep
where will I be when everything settles
where will I be when all is found
where will I be alive or dead
where will I be reality or in my head
why do we search while we are alive
why are the answers so important to find
why do we request the knowledge of after death
why cant we settle for eternal rest
- Music:Marilyn Manson: (S)Aint
Funny as I have every monday off.... I hate Mondays, so I made myself "unavailable" for work on those days. Now I actually look forward to them. I spend it at home with the family of course!
"It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live" - Albus Dumbledore
"If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals" -Sirius Black
Treat others how you wish to be treated.
If someone treats you badly treat them badly back for it is apparent that is how they wish to be treated.
- Emotion:
pensive
I have been trying to grow spiritually these past few months. I tried out a few churches, and even went to my grandmothers Catholic church back in December. I felt like an outcast. I felt like it was all wrong. Go forward to late January. I had been attending a small Nazarene church for a couple Sundays. (background info: My husband and I have always been into occultism) I decided to wear a quartz crystal around my neck the day that became my last Christian experience. I walked into the church and immediately felt my anxiety rise. I made it through 2 hymns and was starting to get dizzy when we finally left. Bobby believes that its the quartz' fault. But a part of me thinks it was a sign that I was in the wrong place. A few weeks went by and I started to feel lost again. I was never comfortable with the church thing, I thought it was odd my husband had any interest in going- Mainly because he refused to get married in any kind of church...
My dearest finally reverted to his old pagan ways. He was always studying the qabalah and has many books by Crowley. I didn't know it at the time but his wish was coming true. I was interested in the same thing he was. I found out one of my favorite coworkers was Wiccan, and became instantly fascinated with it. I have spent the time since reading everything I can find on wicca/paganism. Bobby couldn't be happier, he doesnt care for Wicca, but he does see it as a good stepping stone to what he calls "real magick". By his suggestion I started a journal to keep all my thoughts on the subject and to get my beliefs in order. I have only 5 entries so far but I only want to write when I feel the inspiration.
The reason I made this LiveJournal was because I thought it would be a nice place for me to post some of my more interesting entries. Shortly after posting "The Earth is Alive, Rejoice", a giant controversy started in my hometown. I felt strongly enough about it that I had great debates amongst family and friends ever since. I am still in the "broom closet" as the saying goes.
I am hurt now because I shared a portion of The Earth is Alive as a means to celebrate the coming Beltane. As always I am wrong. Forgive me I am new, and learning.
- Emotion:
disappointed
http://www.congoo.com/news/2008April17/T
I grew up in a relatively small town. This town, full of the conservative religious right is getting a smack on the wrist (finally) from the US Constitution.
SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE
This science teacher has been keeping Bibles and religious propraganda allover his classroom. This would be acceptable if he taught in one of the local PRIVATE Christian schools. This man teaches at the only public middle school in town. He teaches about 100 students a day. After 20 years of teaching he just cant keep up with the Constitution. Good thing he's not a Government Teacher!!
The students rallied behind him! They made support t-shirts, brought bibles to school and even joined a protest on the town square! What freaks me out, I went to the school in question at one time. And yes, he did currently teach there. The student body 10 or so years ago didnt give a rats butt about the teachers and what went on in their lives. I'm sure my student body would have said 'hell yeah one less teacher' or something to that effect. Pre-teens coming out in force supporting a teacher? Unheard of in small town Ohio in the 90's. Boy have things changed.
- Emotion:
indescribable


